what a long strange trip its been with me and sally D i used to love her but i dont think i can ever do it again strange concept but i experienced what it would be like if i did not exist at least i could not persive any thing but the thought that there was nothing else and the fear of being alone with out a universe it was a life changeing experience but i dont wish to go there again any feed back at all would be great im at a loss for words on the subject
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Re: salvia d
Thu, May 10, 2007 - 4:27 AMSounds exactly like what I experienced on 5-MeO DMT. It was a liberating experience to say the least... Complete ego detachment. You 'die' essentially; you seize to exist as an incarnated entity, momentarily. It is hard to grasp mentally, I know. Don't worry, the confusion -if any- will pass. Have you checked out dmt tribe yet? You may find it comforting. The lesson offered is to confront our fears, our fear of death. I think you did. Face this and life will take on a whole new sense. In my experience, with 5-MeO DMT, after I had seized to exist, I was born again and was thrown into white light; absolute bliss. I'm not affraid of death anymore. It is a never ending cycle, this existence thing ;-)
I've had experiences with Salvia as well BTW. One particular experience was a bit frightening actually... She can be trickster this Salvia one. -
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Re: salvia d
Sat, May 12, 2007 - 12:16 AMa trixter indeed i think im kind of fading out of the drugz "to much trippin my souls worn thin" still want to search inside but im pretty fucked up most of the time sober or not its kind of unsettling ........ how long will that last dose it ever go away any one know ?????
my mind is racing lots of question not a lot of answers drugz may not be as bennifical as i once thought lots and lots of sid<rolls<mush and other herbal things whatever i could discover its been a hell of a trip and theres a chocolate in the freezer never know where im going and some times its hard to say where i've been
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Sat, May 12, 2007 - 4:05 AM"my mind is racing lots of question not a lot of answers"
That's still far better than a stalled mind with no questions... ;-)
Someone famous once said, life is not about finding (the) answers, but about posing (the) questions.
"never know where im going and some times its hard to say where i've been"
That's not that bad... as long as you are fully in the moment, life will sort iself out.
Try to enjoy life as much as you can, but most importantly, relax. Spending time in nature is very healing. If you are near an ocean, walk barefoot on the water. It's quite cleansing, all round... Whatever it is that you find unsettling, know that it will pass.
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Re: salvia d
Sat, May 12, 2007 - 4:42 AMSomeone just posted this in the dmt forum. I though what they guy in the clip says might appeal to you.
www.liftingtheveil.tv/
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